Finally and update

Wow I haven't updated my blog forever so here is what has been happening in the last couple of months. First, my brother is coming home tomorrow! We're all so excited and so proud of him for serving the people of Mexico so well!

Life is still pretty much the same still at BYU studying to become a marriage and family therapist and working at good old chuck e. cheese. Haha I NEED to quit but can't seem to get arround to making myself, if anyone knows of a good job that could tempt me to quit let me know!

So here is a shout out to Audrey Hepburn, her movies are becoming some of my favorites of all time. I would especially recomend Breakfast at Tiffany's but Charade, Sabrina, Two for the Road, and Roman Holiday are all great too!

I'm also considering a mission in a couple of months it feels more and more like what I need to be doing. I really want to go to Paris so I'm going to try to learn a little bit of french just in case :)

Well that's me life is WONDERFUL and I love everyone in my life so much! And Kala if you're reading this I'm so excited for you and your upcoming wedding! Also, we won our game against the U of U in overtime which is the best sort of game so I'm feeling pretty good about everything! If you're reading this thanks and I hope you have a great day!

Stealing from the Nazi Playbook?

As many of you know currently the white house administration is trying to pass a health care reform bill to move America into a socialized medicine. As disturbing as their efforts have been what is even more upsetting is their attempts to thwart the opposition. In an article on fox news they tell us more

"On Tuesday, the White House issued a blog post by Macon Phillips, director of new media, asking supporters to send "fishy" information received through rumors, chain e-mails and casual conversation to a White House e-mail address, flag@whitehouse.gov.
Cornyn responded by accusing the White House of compiling an "enemies list." In a letter to the president, Cornyn urged Obama to provide Congress with more details on what the White House plans to do with anyone reported for "fishy" speech.
"I am not aware of any precedent for a president asking American citizens to report their fellow citizens to the White House for pure political speech that is deemed 'fishy' or otherwise inimical to the White House's political interests," Cornyn wrote.
"You should not be surprised that these actions taken by your White House staff raise the specter of a data collection program. As Congress debates health care reform and other critical policy matters, citizen engagement must not be chilled by fear of government monitoring the exercise of free speech rights," he wrote" To view the full article click on the link below: http://www.foxnews.com/politics/2009/08/05/pr-war-erupts-dems-gop-health-reform/

How is being asked to report your neighbors, family, and friends even come close to being constitutional? The last government I can think of that asked the people they led to report their neighbors was the Nazi regime. President Obama's administration is free to try to pass whatever they feel they need to but please don't try to silence and squash the Americans who are practicing there right to free speech.

"You Belong With Me"

This blog comes to you not because I am frustrated with the world but more just frustrated with myself, so I ask the question why is it so hard for people to let eachother know their feelings? When it comes to love there is always some excuse not to share my feelings. "Oh I don't want to mess up our friendship" is a common excuse I give myself. So instead of going out on a limb and seeing all the great things that could happen I sit here frustrated with myself and listening to Taylor Swift songs thinking oh if things are meant to work out they will because like the song says "you belong with me" and one day my theme song will change from that one to love story instead. . . oh I frustrate myself!

Should I be an RA?

So if any of you know me when it comes to making dicisions big or small I can't ever take more than maybe a half hour. Next year I don't have the necisarry funds to move out so for fall semester the plan was to stay at home and be a hermit. Recently it's come to my attention that BYU is still looking for people to be RA's next fall and I'm wondering if that's the job for me. I've been pondering it for a day now and I can't come up with a decission and it's driving me nuts which reminds me why I don't ever take long to make a decision. So I need people to either talk me into or out of being an RA so feedback would be great here are my two options

A) I stick with the plan and continue to work at Chuck E Cheese (or some other resturaunt) and live at home until hopefully January by which time I will be able to move out

B) I quit cec and become an RA and go live in a freshman ward and give 80 or so 18 year old girls advice?

Thanks for everyone who responds!!!!

Life is Beautiful!

Wow being back in Utah is great! It's crazy how much can change in six weeks. Life is amazing! Being away has made me really made me re think life and I have a renewed energy to really live life to the fullest. A problem I've always had is not fully appreciating things as they are happening. In highschool I remember just thinking that I couldn't waite to graduate and life would be so much better as a college student then in college thoughts of I hate all this dating crap I just can't waite until I'm ready to get married so I don't have to worry about it and with my job I love it but would have the thought that things would be so much better if they would make me a manager. Lately I've slowely began to just see the bigger picture. . . life is short and there will always be something you want and you should just enjoy life for what it is.

I am still not a manager at Chuck E. Cheese's and they're even taking away the team leader position so after years of hard work I will just be a normal employee again. But I came to the revelation that I love my job. (Most days) I am excited to go to work and have a ball making magic for all those kids. Being a manager would be great fun but I'm not a manager and if they decide to make me a manager it will be great but if not I am having fun just being an employee and how many people can say that they love there work?

I'm in college and it's a blast single or married. One, I'm not even ready to be married and dating doesn't have to be stressful. Life is so much fun!

Anyone who is reading this can probably attest to how bad my procrastination is. If something needs to be done I prefer getting it done at the last minute and for things that don't necessarily have to be done it can be a really long time before I do it if it ever does get done. The same is true for things I want to do, for example since I graduated I wanted to go on a study abroad. I always had a reason or something holding me back from actually doing saying to myself that I would go on it later, but what I realized is that if you waite for things to happen they will never happen, why not shoot for the stars now? The same goes for several things like piano pieces I have wanted to learn, getting those abs I want, etc. but why wait? What was I waiting for?

So in case you where wondering the piano piece is in progress along with those nice abs and though I've only had this new found drive for a couple weeks I'm thinking it will stick!

Goodbye London!

Today's my last day in London and I cannot help but to reflect on the last six weeks. I had wanted to do a London study abroad since I graduated highschool and one day almost a year ago I got up and decided to apply which turned out to be one of the best desicions I had ever made. When the day came to leave Utah and a home I loved so much I was extremely nervous but excited for the adventure that laid ahead of me. I remember when I first glimpsed England from the plane and how beautiful it seemed and how happy I was to be here.

Luckily my roommate was an amazing girl who made my time here much funner than it would have been otherwise and the friends I have made have felt more like sisters than girls I have only just met. We had so many adventures and saw so many beautiful things.

When we first arrived the president of the stake we are in came to talk to us. He told us to use this time to come to know ourselves better and to come to know our Heavenly Father better. This advice proved to be one of the major themes of this trip. I have grown so much closer to my Heavenly Father and have come to know myself so much better. Since graduation I have always lived within ten miles of my family with frequent visits home. This has been my first significant experience being away from my family and though I wish I could have shared these experiences with them I really came to know myself as an individual and found strength that I had not known was there before.

Do You Want to Go See a Show Tonight?

So being with the theatre group I have seen a million plays (well only 19) and I thought I would keep a list of all the plays! What's really great about London is they have student concessions which pretty much means if you're a student they will give you the best seats they can find for 20 pounds so for plays like Wicked and Phantom we where right up like fifth row center it was SO SO SO AMAZING! So my favorites have been Wicked, Les Miserables, and Peter Pan but I've seen:

1. Wicked

2. Les Miserables

3. Peter Pan (in Kensington Gardens oh yeah you should be jelous!)

4. Phantom of the Opera

5. Mousetrap

6. Alphabetical Order

7. Time and the Conways

8. Waiting for Godot (with Patrick Steward and Ian Mckellen)

9. War Horse

10. Cherry Orchard

11. Carasoul

12. Romeo and Juliet

13. Much Ado About Nothing

14. Comedy of Errors

15. All's Well that Ends Well

16. As You Like It

17. Winter's Tale

18. Twelfth Night

19. Lion King

They where all (for the most part) AMAZING!

Oh yeah that's Ian Mckellen signing my ticket!